At least it feels that way...

Every Wed night I work at Marble Church in Manhattan as the "multimedia director." While the service is going on, I'm in charge of the visual content projected on a HUGE screen at foot of the alter. Mostly this means lyrics and images. A bible passage or two. Things like that. Usually it takes me the whole day before the service to put the images together. A lot of creative work, which means, you don't know where you're going to end up, when you start out...

Anyhow, it's usually fun to do this service, and other creative projects, but lately, because of the wedding, I'm having a hard time concentrating on anything. Katie's even worse. She has more on her shoulders because she's graduating as well. Then we're moving, and solving the uncertainties as they come and it's all happening at once.

At least it feels that way.

I'm in the place right now where every little thing, can lead me to a diatribe about massive global change. It's crazy. I'm crazy.

At least it feels that way.

Katie and I are both first borns, and would rather express ourselves than hold anything in. Throw in Mr. Fix it, and sometimes I really need a drink. The thing is, that we're so damn excited and nervous at the same time that we just can't think straight. This is why there are wedding planners!

Of course, the last few days I've been getting up a bit earlier and taking a walk in Riverside Park. It's beautiful this time of year. It's not too hot yet. The sunlight struggles through the leaves and the sirens stay distant. When I'm there, something makes me realize that it's going to be great, and fun and that I should just take a deep breath and enjoy it.

I will. At least it feels that way...